Post by flynn on Sept 6, 2012 18:04:48 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,0,true][atrb=valign, top][atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=style, border: 10px solid #f1e3b4; width: 450px; background-color: #f6f7f1;][STYLE=font-family: courier new; font-size: 36px; color: #191919; text-align: center; letter-spacing: 2px;]PERMANENT FILE[/style][STYLE=float: right; margin: 10px 10px 0px 0px; padding: 2px; border: 1px solid #000000;] [/style][STYLE=color: #191919; font-size: 10px; margin-top: 10px; margin-left: 10px;]NAME: Clarice SterlingAGE: 18 GENDER: Female SEXUALITY: homosexual OCCUPATION: trainer HEIGHT: 5'3" WEIGHT: 119lbs FACE CLAIM: POKEMON, mei, clarice sterling PERSONALITY TRAITS:[/style][STYLE= margin: 0px 10px 0px 10px; border: 2px solid #191919; padding: 2px; font-family: verdana; height: 125px; overflow: auto; font-size: 10px; text-align: justify; background-color: #ffffff; opacity: 0.8] Clarice gathers most of her energy from ideas and emotions. Her emotions lead to her final decision a she his a firm believer in thinking with your heart. She makes decisions according to a value system based on a desire for harmony, and believes in compassion over anything else. She proceeds towards her goals in an organized way, and enjoys making plans and coming to decisions. Ideas and emotions are the main source of her energy and inspiration. Clarice is a huge 'plan ahead of time' sort of person, and is determined to someday make a helpful contribution to modern society. Because of this, she is constantly thinking and plotting in her head, even while appearing to not be doing so. Clarice thinks over quite literally everything she does and finds that if she jumps to conclusions or decisions too easily, she often regrets it. This will often reflect her strategy during battle as well, and she can be found concentrating on her opponent's morals and values and the physical environment around her to use to her own advantage. However, just like anybody else, Clarice is sometimes faced in circumstances where she must make the right decision in seconds (especially in the heat of a battle), and more often than not makes the accidental choice to give her opponent the upper hand. Emotions are also a large factor in her decisions and choices and she prefers to use logic and emotions rather than facts, as she does believe there are exceptions to everything. Under extreme anger, depression, or general stress, she tends to make decisions very poorly. This being said, Clarice works best in a quiet atmosphere, away from others. Clarice is incredibly socially awkward and can only properly communicate with pokemon. She shies away from her own kind easily from the intense fear of people judging her, watching her, or making comments about her in their own head. Sadly, this is why the girl can never take a compliment, nor give them. She does not believe she can love herself, and thus refuses to grow attached to others. She enjoys the occasional conversation; hell, it's only human nature. The majority of the time, however, she prefers to stay with her furry, scaly, rocky, or feathery companions. She is quite timid and tends to flinch and become uneasy at the sound of loud noises. The only thing that drives her crazier than a human yelling is a human whispering; no matter what the circumstance, whispering will always make her excessively uncomfortable, for she will always fear she's the topic of conversation. Despite the constant fear of being judged or watched, this girl does have some positive traits about her. Although she prefers to not associate with other fellow humans, when confronted with them, she will do her best to handle the situation with immense self control and patience, and boy does she have plenty to spare. She works towards her goals in a very organized manner and is often seen with planners and calenders and even a diary of the day's events, the time they happened, and the order in which they proceeded in. She keeps a record of items she has bought as well. Clarice is a very organized individual, almost to the point where it annoys others. She views it as a blessing; because of her organization skills, she has never missed a deadline. The girl has a very positive outlook on life despite her rare interaction with other humans outside of her blood family. She hopes for the best and sees the glass as 100% full; half full of liquid, and half full of air. Clarice is also religious and believes in Arceus, and often prays to the god pokemon in times of trouble. Besides her religion, she has many other interests such as pokemon of all sorts, and artsy things such as singing (when nobody is around to hear), drawing (even though she isn't too great at it) and writing poetry. These are not active passions, simply hobbies to do in her spare time. The main downside to the girl's entire being is her self esteem, which is constantly below sea level. She cannot view herself as attractive, well-groomed, worthy of other people's time, or talented at what she does. Still, she keeps her dream of someday being useful to society, but has no clue where to start her journey towards this goal. Until she reaches her goal of proving herself useful she will continue to spiral into a mess, stuttering, constantly combing her hair, and apologizing for everything she does, even if it's something beneficial to the well-being of others.[/style][STYLE=color: #191919; font-size: 10px; margin-top: 10px; margin-left: 10px;]ABOUT PAST EVENTS[/style][STYLE= margin: 0px 10px 0px 10px; border: 2px solid #191919; padding: 2px; font-family: verdana; height: 125px; overflow: auto; font-size: 10px; text-align: justify; background-color: #ffffff; opacity: 0.8] With two professional star trainers as parents, it was a wonder how the girl even came into existance. The girl, third born to two brothers, often wondered from even her toddler years why she was born. This was not out of simple self pity, but out of sheer curiosity. While most three year old children babble about toys and animal crackers and have not a care in the world, Clarice would wander off to daycare, where she spent most of her time, with her hair in neat little curls and a paper sack lunch and wonder what her purpose was. From the time she walked into the daycare to the time she came home, she was eager to help everyone and anyone in any possible way she could; getting crayons for the other children, fetching books for her two teachers, and helping prepare snacks and wash sheets and towels. Clarice was overall a happy, healthy child in her beginning years, although a bit quiet. She simply went with the flow and helped in any way she could, believing that through accomplishing as many tasks as possible, she could someone find her desired purpose, or at least a talent or two. Upon going home for the day, the girl was usually neglected. Her two older brothers mostly played with one another and ignored their younger sister who couldn't play football and had no active interest in pokemon training. Her mother and father were constantly busy taking care of their top prized pokemon more than their children. Clarice, who craved the guidance and attention from anyone at all, was ignored almost completely. Due to this semi-neglect, the girl grew up to her teenage years with a low self esteem. She had never been taught proper lessons, other than brushing her teeth; because of this, she had incredibly poor hygiene. Her hair was jet black with grease and she had terrible acne and body odor. Obviously, nobody appreciated this, and the girl was constantly taunted and put down, lowering her self esteem to the point of no hope for returning. She rarely spoke; nobody paid mind to what she had to say, so she found it easier to bottle her emotions and walk on through her life. Despite the bullying, Clarice passed her academic classes; that is, except for algebra. She found herself struggling heavily in math and simply couldn't comprehend the complex series of numbers and variables and square roots, and taking tests overwhelmed her. Her algebra teacher tried his absolute best to explain this work to her in after school tutoring, but it was all in vain. It was during this time that her teachers began to notice her troubles. By this time, her two older brothers had set off to become pokemon legends just as their parents; most of the time, she was alone at home. They kept close watch on her and soon found that the girl might have more mental disabilities than what was on the surface. When they took the girl from her home and family and placed her in foster care, she felt... numb. The fear of being ignored by her parents was overwhelming; if she did the slightest thing incorrectly, she would apologize and became a heap of tears. Her foster parents showed the girl love and affection; they accepted Clarice into their lives, helped her with her algebra homework, and taught her how to truly wash her hair, bathe, and shave. The girl thought that life was absolutely perfect and didn't want to give it up for anything. It was two months after her seventeenth birthday that her foster parents adopted her and brought the girl her first pokemon as a celebration gift. Her first pokemon, an Eevee just as timid as she was, was her first companion. Over the span of two years, Clarice found herself growing exceedingly closer to pokemon; she communicated with wild and stray pokemon and began to study their strengths and weaknesses, their diet, and their general structure. She became so interested in the creatures that she decided, finally, to follow in the footsteps of both her birth parents and her older siblings and become a pokemon trainer. Although it was a rather devastating decision to make, she left her beloved Eevee at home with her foster parents, strongly believing that they could take much better care of him.[/style][STYLE=color: #191919; font-size: 10px; margin-top: 10px; margin-left: 10px;]SECRETS [/style][STYLE= margin: 0px 10px 0px 10px; border: 2px solid #191919; padding: 2px; font-family: verdana; height: 125px; overflow: auto; font-size: 10px; text-align: justify; background-color: #ffffff; opacity: 0.8] Only her homosexuality.[/style][STYLE=color: #191919; font-size: 10px; margin-top: 10px; margin-left: 10px;]LIKES & DISLIKES[/style][STYLE= margin: 0px 10px 0px 10px; border: 2px solid #191919; padding: 2px; font-family: verdana; height: 125px; overflow: auto; font-size: 10px; text-align: justify; background-color: #ffffff; opacity: 0.8] likes: pokemon, accessories, writing, drawing, singing, being alone dislikes: the fact she cannot seem to find her purpose, other humans, needles, blood, gore, coffee[/style][STYLE=color: #191919; font-size: 12px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; text-align: center; font-family: courier new]application was passed by username[/style] | [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,0,true][atrb=valign,top][atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=style, width: 40px;][STYLE=background-color: #f1e3b4; font-family: courier new; font-size: 30px; color: #404040; min-height: 150px; padding: 5px; text-align: center; moz-border-radius: 0px 10px 10px 0px; -o-border-radius: 0px 10px 10px 0px; border-radius: 0px 10px 10px 0px; -webkit-border-radius: 0px 10px 10px 0px;]CLARICE[/style] |
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